Thursday, December 30, 2010




This is the day the Lord hath made I will rejoice and be glad in it. Im going into the new year with miracles happening in my life. Life is worth living, and I will live it with joy, thankfulness, gratefulness and love.On 12/28/2010 I sent in the papers for the non-profit organization...Honey's Help Incorporated.

"Sharing the love of Jesus by giving to those in need, whether connection for spiritual needs, food, clothing, or shelter, Honey will take her heart and experience to the streets of Bakersfield, i.e. people in need".

Monday, December 27, 2010

The Years End










Well, 2010 is coming to a close, I did not write on this blog as much as I wanted to, so I have hope that I will Journal more in 2011. This year has brought school year friends back into my life, even though communication is through the comp. I still enjoy having them in my life again. Dad is on dialysis now, but doing good, the grandkids are getting big, I am working on my Masters Degree, getting a non-profit started, working with a personal coach Lori Fields of Real Beauty is, training through Robbin-Maddins coaching, and I am living my life in abundance. I am back at the gym, which has a ladies only side and personal spa, which is my cup of tea, or as my coach would say, "on my terms". I leave this year behind understanding that I am a beautiful, passionate woman of God, that decided to live life, and life is worth living!

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Coffee Time






My Blog title lists Latte, yet I have not mentioned my love for coffee. I am a coffee drinker, something about the stuff is just amazing to me. Time to wake up today , face the world and I am ready to live,love,laugh, create, and make mistakes. I am not perfect, but happy, silly, ready to face the day, and rejoicing and savoring in all the day holds for me, you see today is a new day , a new season if you may. Looking out the window watching the sky begin to light and the mountains dimly appear and must smile, what a joy to see, hear, breath, and be me! Like the kitty that sees herself as the Lion so I look into the mirror of life and live it boldly as the lion!

Monday, November 1, 2010

Respect Yourself








“A man cannot be comfortable without his own approval.”

— Mark Twain




If you don’t believe that you’re worthy of fulfilling your intentions for health, wealth, or loving relationships, then you’re creating an obstacle that will inhibit the flow of creative energy into your daily life. Make an internal commitment to respect yourself and to feel worthy of all that the universe has to offer.




PUTTING INTENTION TO WORK:


Always remember the self in self-respect. In order to do this, you must recognize that the opinions of others toward you aren’t facts, they’re opinions. I can’t be responsible for how they view me. The only thing I can be responsible for is my own character, and this is true for every one of us. If I respect myself, then I’m relying on the self in self-respect. If I doubt myself, or punish myself, I’ve not only lost my self-respect, I’ll continue to attract more and more doubt and lower-energy opinions with which to further punish myself. You can’t stay linked to the universal mind, which intends all of us here, if you fail to rely on your self for your self-respect. Wayne Dyer(2010)

Monday, October 25, 2010

Missing You Mamma





Missing you mamma,

Today like never before,

Are you singing with angels?

Sitting with the Saints and our Lord

Tell me mamma, how have you been

Such a silly question, I know, but I am

Missing you mamma

Today like never before.



I am selfish today with the memories you left behind

Wanting myself to keep them all

Do you think the Father would open up a porthole to heaven?

Just for a moment, so I can see in

See my mother and my friend

Cause I am missing you mamma

Today like never before



Missing you mamma

Today like never before

Are you singing with angels?

Sitting with the Saints and our Lord

Tell me mamma, how have you been

Such a silly question, I know, but I am

Missing you mamma

Today like never before.





A journey mamma, is what life is supposed to be

But, without you here, my journey is not the same

One day we will meet again,

I will see your smiling face, when I step in Heavens door

But, until then

I miss you mamma today like never before



Missing you mamma

Today like never before

Are you singing with angels?

Sitting with the Saints and our Lord

Tell me mamma, how have you been

Such a silly question, I know, but I am

Missing you mamma

Today like never before.



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Saturday, September 4, 2010

Recap of Events




Far to long without blogging. This blog was supposed to To be about my day to daying life. Recap of the last month or so.:

1. Went to San Diego
2. Went to see Eat, Pray, Love
3. Went with Jennifer to the Junior Miss Pageant- talented girls
4. The dogs were nuetered-PJ ended up at the ER with an infection.
5. I finally graduated with my Bachelors Degree
6. Signed up for my Masters, starts Sept.21
7. Finished my certification as a grief coach with Norman H.Wright,Susan,and Kimberly
8. Been taking dad back and fourth to the doctor
9. Bought some interesting- great reading from the goodwill
10.Recieved my settlement from last Sept. accident.
11.Went to Norm and Tesses wedding!!!!
12.Finished my training for Hospice volunteering.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Glitter in the air




Today I am starting over, yes, starting over is possible and today is my day. I have made strtides over the years from doing negative things in my life to doing positive things, and just as Pink sings about in her song Glitter in the Air, so I am awaiting the moment I shall throw a fist full of glitter in the air!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

One Year Ago









One year ago today mom went home to be with the Lord. She had fought the fight and she had won. I miss her so much , does not seem like it has been a year already. Actually I do not like tothink that she has been gone that long. I miss you mom!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

God is not finished with me yet



I have been busy with class, work,and life in general. My thoughts are on this life, God, and my walk with Him. I just finished homework so I am off to bed to read a book I bought at the second hand store today, " A Mary Spirit".I have asked the Holy Spirit to help me be more like Jesus, so as expected,the new book gives insight and revelation for me, about me and my ways:)Somedays my journey seems long and others well, somedays it does me good to remember that God is not finished with me yet, I am learning and growing in Him still:)

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Monday, May 10, 2010

Yesterday




So, yesterday was Mother's day, the first mother's day without my mom, almost needless to say , but, it was just not a good day. I am reminded that I am alive and breathing and have much to be thankful for, yet I still missed my mother. Today is a new day, today God contnues to remind me of the blessings He so kindly gives, He wraps me in His loving arms and reminds me, how much He loves me.

Friday, April 30, 2010

Blog Surfing!




I have not been on in a while. I have though been blog surfing and I have found some of the most precious bloggers with so many beautiful things to look at. The people amazingly show their homes, families, and great finds, wether it be just in pictures or something beautiful owned. I thought of how my blogging days are different from the others I fell in love with, mine is more to give strength and hope , and just follow me through 2010, but next year I think I will join the other ladies and add some thrift store finds, and such to mine. For , now though I have been busy, I graduated, finally, not out of class, yet though. I have been thinking how God leads me down such a path that I see His imprint in my life around me. I have met some really insightful people, one being Norman Wright, his training as a grief coach, along with crisis and trauma is amazing. I thank God for those He sends my way in life.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Coffee anyone?



Another reason for me to enjoy my Java!

This article is from the WebMD Feature Archive
The New Health Food?
Plenty of health benefits are brewing in America's beloved beverage.
By Sid Kirchheimer
WebMD FeatureReviewed by Michael W. Smith, MDWant a drug that could lower your risk of diabetes, Parkinson's disease, and colon cancer? That could lift your mood and treat headaches? That could lower your risk of cavities?

If it sounds too good to be true, think again.

Coffee, the much maligned but undoubtedly beloved beverage, just made headlines for possibly cutting the risk of the latest disease epidemic, type 2 diabetes. And the real news seems to be that the more you drink, the better.

Reducing Disease Risk
After analyzing data on 126,000 people for as long as 18 years, Harvard researchers calculate that compared with not partaking in America's favorite morning drink, downing one to three cups of caffeinated coffee daily can reduce diabetes risk by single digits. But having six cups or more each day slashed men's risk by 54% and women's by 30% over java avoiders.

Though the scientists give the customary "more research is needed" before they recommend you do overtime at Starbuck's to specifically prevent diabetes, their findings are very similar to those in a less-publicized Dutch study. And perhaps more importantly, it's the latest of hundreds of studies suggesting that coffee may be something of a health food -- especially in higher amounts.

In recent decades, some 19,000 studies have been done examining coffee's impact on health. And for the most part, their results are as pleasing as a gulp of freshly brewed Breakfast Blend for the 108 million Americans who routinely enjoy this traditionally morning -- and increasingly daylong -- ritual. In practical terms, regular coffee drinkers include the majority of U.S. adults and a growing number of children.

"Overall, the research shows that coffee is far more healthful than it is harmful," says Tomas DePaulis, PhD, research scientist at Vanderbilt University's Institute for Coffee Studies, which conducts its own medical research and tracks coffee studies from around the world. "For most people, very little bad comes from drinking it, but a lot of good."

Consider this: At least six studies indicate that people who drink coffee on a regular basis are up to 80% less likely to develop Parkinson's, with three showing the more they drink, the lower the risk. Other research shows that compared to not drinking coffee, at least two cups daily can translate to a 25% reduced risk of colon cancer, an 80% drop in liver cirrhosis risk, and nearly half the risk of gallstones.

Coffee even offsets some of the damage caused by other vices, some research indicates. "People who smoke and are heavy drinkers have less heart disease and liver damage when they regularly consume large amounts of coffee compared to those who don't," says DePaulis.

There's also some evidence that coffee may help manage asthma and even control attacks when medication is unavailable, stop a headache, boost mood, and even prevent cavities.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

So Long Status Quo




Yes, my new saying, "so long status quo". It is time for me and new beginning's. I had made a New Year's resolution to stand up for myself, not be so quite, and so far I am doing pretty good, although sometimes I feel a little guilty like I did something wrong, yet I find I am growing and evolving into a better person. It is Sunday I want to stay home and relax, but I have client's at work. I picked up new items from a discount store yesterday and a table at a thrift store , cant wait to paint it! Im going back I seen the most adorable sewing maching table, a small one that will make a great side table for a coffee pot in my kitchen, I hope it is still there:)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Every Day Moments



So last night after my blog entry I began to think about the scripture:
Isa 40:31 but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. Recently I began reading from the book "Windows to the Soul", hearing God in the everyday moments of your life, by Ken Gire. I am reminded by the author that God speaks through the everyday happenings, I just have to see and hear what God is saying through the happenings.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Doors




So, I am thinking about when God opens and closes doors, meaning when change or opportunity is put before you, sometimes suddenly, or it feels like the change has suddenly come. I am about to graduate with my bachelor's degrees after all these years, and then after a brief time out, I want to continue on for my master's. It seems that I am doing everything late in life, yet for His purpose He somehow guide's me on the right path for now. I sit here in wonder, with questioning God, wondering what direction you would have me take, I seek understanding and guidance from my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, and I thank you God for the infilling of your Holy Spirit.

My Doors: Do I try and buy the Salon I am working at or just go to work somewhere else. Is it meant to be for me to own a shop again when my education and hearts desires is in a different direction? What school should I attend for my Masters and what profession is going to pay my bills so I can do the things God has placed on my heart?

I need you Jesus:)

Monday, April 5, 2010

Morning..:)



Yesterday was Easter, for me this means celebrating the fact that my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ has risen from the grave!I have been private lately about my celebrations, to myself, no need for others at this time, just something I am personally going through.

It is cold this morning and very windy, as I look outside my office window the trees are bent to the south and the sky is cloudy, the weather calls for rain today, we shall see.

I was blog searching this morning and came across some beautiful pictures, I posted one above. I love shabby furniture, just love it!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Shopping, not shopping, God, and me.





Well, I do not seem to make it to the blogging like I want to, and I am finding out that blogging or thinking about blogging and not doing it, helps me to understand the mood I am in. So, I had decided a month ago to not by anything new as far as clothing, I am doing good, but Avon has the cutest pair of shoes,and the ladies at work keep complimenting on how cute hey are...ugh! But, I am not buying them, now if my husband decides he would like to buy them for my graduation trip, well that will be ok, right?

Me and God, well I think the aknowledgement of my relationship with Him is better than ever, I feel, sense, and understand each day a little more of His ways. Life is truly about the Father, but somehow He still cares, He will never leave nor forsake me, never is a strong word, in rehab one is taught to never say never, yet God says, "He will never leave me", how uterly comforting, now I understand that God never leaving me does not mean I never leave Him, (not totally leave) but step away from His presence when doubt comes flooding in. I have been reading more and learning more about the love of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, and over the next several weeks I will begin to share the books I am reading and about the classes and training I am attending about grief, crises and trauma.

If you could open up my heart and look in, what would you see? You would see:Pain covered in comfort, sadness covered with joy, fear covered with courage. When you look at me what do you see, Jesus, my redeemer, Lord, and Savior, who in my pain gives me comfort, in my sadness gives me joy, in my fear gives me courage, I call all that He gives me LOVE. G.H.Thompson

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

God in Everything?





Wow, to many days go by without me blogging. Lately it seems as if I cannot get the energy for all I want to do, my coffee is not even working! Ive been searching and reading different blogs and I have found some pretty awesome sites. I love to find the ones that share Gods word, to here that another woman is living her life depending on the Father above. I was reminded yesterday how God cares about everything in my life, everything! I just love hearing others and knowing God is there for everything:)

Friday, March 5, 2010

Physician needed







Well, it is Friday, been to long since I posted last.......I went to the doctor yesterday and 200 dollars later still no insight to my problem, except for they offered me a 1,000 test! Hmmm.I dont know yet, I booked the procedure, but I'm going to do some research first. It is Friday, I am happy today, smiling, the Lord it is He that brings such joy to my face, I cannot help but smile when I think of how wonderful He is , the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, thay are so many things to me including my friends. Another thing I have been thinking about , clothes and the cost of them, hmmm.......I think for the next year all my clothes , starting after my next Avon order, will be bought only from the thrift stores, I will mark my progress and finds over the next year to see how I do! Did I mention my husband doesnt do the thrift shops, I dont get it he is a money wise man. Clothing has become generic, I want diversity, and diversity I find in the thrift shops, hmmm...maybe Ill open up a thrift store, sounds good to me , just as soon as I find a physician I trust.

Friday, February 26, 2010

Friday Already?



Because it´s only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are. And it´s only when you’re tested that you discover who you can be. The person that you want to be does exist, somewhere in the other side of hard work and faith, and belief and beyond the heartache and fear of what life has."
Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Love Well




I felt the need to not only write about living well this life, but loving well in this life also. Loving well, loving my family, loving my friends, loving them just like the Father loves me. The Father's love is so amazing, God's love, do I even know the depth of the amazing love the God I serve has, gives, shares, maybe, the scriptures tell me it is possible to know the love, but the peace, the peace shall be beyond all my understanding. I hold fast for others, but when it comes time to show love to myself do I, do I love every perfect and not so perfect part of me? Live well this life, there is no dress rehearsal, love well, this life, while the Spirit of God, lives within.