Well, wow it is already the middle of March and a new year..You can see that I missed some months of posting for 2011, why...so much going on, a seperation, job changes, sickness, sadness, and happiness. I did spend Christmas with the family and I am doing better now..so for the sake of getting the year 2011 off to print I will wrap it up with this posting and start my new year even though it is already a few months in.
some facebook notes:
Weaping in silence
still is the night
little noise around me
Memories from the past
loss of future dreams
staying in the moment
hoping for what is right
oh for understanding
Waiting for clarity
Still in the light
Bill Hornback "Trying to understand, to figure it out, is the mind's game. Accepting what "is" without judgment is enlightenment. Follow the light."
So much more I want of you Closer deeper, unmistakenly knowing the love of my maker, creator, master, I call you Lord, but whole heartedly I desire to serve You,stronger than any touch I have had before, yet the presence I felt before seperate from the so many belief systems, just closer , closer , closer to you. I seek knowledge, wisdom,and understanding I seek You, Your Holy Word speaks continually knock and the door shall be open seek and ye shall find, Im seeking, I am knocking, if it is merely my flesh, then change it, change it so the selfishness is not calling you, but that my spirit cries out for you with unmistakenly passion , teach me, touch me, breath on me Holy Spirit, bring your presence into my life , mightly , lost in you is where I want to be, no double standard, no luke warmness, no confusion, only understanding , assurance, to the point where others see You when they look at me, let them see You Jesus, let them see you Father, allow them to see you Holy Spirit, when they look at me.With humilty and boldness I come before your throne this morning, into the Holy of Holies, nto your presence, where grace so mightly abounds.
via Whitney Ferre
"What is your mind? It is all that you have known. It is the past, the dead, that which has gone. Mind is nothing but the accumulated past, the memory. Heart is the future; heart is always the hope, heart is always somewhere in the future. Head thinks about the past; heart dreams about the future." OSHO, from the book Courage, The Joy of Living Dangerously..............
.......Growing with time, believing in change
Change is NOW in the moment..
I knew I was coming , I have strength to go on,
I am devoted to my Creator, His love I pass on
To be different , is to be me....
For God made each unique, and forever I so shall be....
With Father, Son, and Holy Ghost
lies the freedom of being me....
