It is wind day of the second day of the New Year, 2011, as I sit in my office looking out the window I view the treetops over my fence swaying back and forth, the fallen leaves that only moments ago still on the ground being blown to and fro , up and over with the wind. Reminds of how nature and life works, the wind of life comes blowing through, a once still moment, so I thought, is tossed and turned into a new experience. The Universe is never truly still, right, and so as God planned, change takes place continually with all under the sun, the stars, the moon, nothing stays the same.
I ponder being considerate today to myself, my life, my journey, my visions, and even my plan’s. I like the sound when I say I am a visionary, because I have a vision I do not necessarily know the ending result, but that is ok with me. Plans, for me, well sure I plan, but I have learned my plans do not always come out they way I expected, now of course I get up in the morning, I brush my teeth, drink my coffee, then I look beyond my plans and I envision, where the ego, has no choice but to step aside. I envision from my passion, my spirit, my soul where the person of the Holy Spirit speaks to my spirit, where the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, through faith remind me of the hope I have in the Lord.
So today, my soul awakens, my spirit thrives, and the joy of becom..ing into who I am reaches the very depth of my inner be..ing while producing shifts in my life as evidence of growth on the outside.
At moments be..ing appears hazy..at moments be..ing appears bold, and huge, and great, and full of light, then just for a moment fear wants in, knocking sometimes hard, knocking sometimes light, then I hear the whisper, the gentelman's touch of the Holy Spirit, I realize my power, my vision, my thoughts... love steps in, and I begin to recreate, at that very moment I breath, I am alive, I am me, be..ing me... bold, beautiful, talented, sucessful, and GIVING.
I search and I find, I believe, and I see, I love, and I am loved.
