Missing You Mamma

Missing you mamma,

Today like never before,

Are you singing with angels?

Sitting with the Saints and our Lord

Tell me mamma, how have you been

Such a silly question, I know, but I am

Missing you mamma

Today like never before.



I am selfish today with the memories you left behind

Wanting myself to keep them all

Do you think the Father would open up a porthole to heaven?

Just for a moment, so I can see in

See my mother and my friend

Cause I am missing you mamma

Today like never before



Missing you mamma

Today like never before

Are you singing with angels?

Sitting with the Saints and our Lord

Tell me mamma, how have you been

Such a silly question, I know, but I am

Missing you mamma

Today like never before.





A journey mamma, is what life is supposed to be

But, without you here, my journey is not the same

One day we will meet again,

I will see your smiling face, when I step in Heavens door

But, until then

I miss you mamma today like never before



Missing you mamma

Today like never before

Are you singing with angels?

Sitting with the Saints and our Lord

Tell me mamma, how have you been

Such a silly question, I know, but I am

Missing you mamma

Today like never before.



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Recap of Events

Far to long without blogging. This blog was supposed to To be about my day to daying life. Recap of the last month or so.:

1. Went to San Diego
2. Went to see Eat, Pray, Love
3. Went with Jennifer to the Junior Miss Pageant- talented girls
4. The dogs were nuetered-PJ ended up at the ER with an infection.
5. I finally graduated with my Bachelors Degree
6. Signed up for my Masters, starts Sept.21
7. Finished my certification as a grief coach with Norman H.Wright,Susan,and Kimberly
8. Been taking dad back and fourth to the doctor
9. Bought some interesting- great reading from the goodwill
10.Recieved my settlement from last Sept. accident.
11.Went to Norm and Tesses wedding!!!!
12.Finished my training for Hospice volunteering.

Glitter in the air

Today I am starting over, yes, starting over is possible and today is my day. I have made strtides over the years from doing negative things in my life to doing positive things, and just as Pink sings about in her song Glitter in the Air, so I am awaiting the moment I shall throw a fist full of glitter in the air!

One Year Ago

One year ago today mom went home to be with the Lord. She had fought the fight and she had won. I miss her so much , does not seem like it has been a year already. Actually I do not like tothink that she has been gone that long. I miss you mom!

God is not finished with me yet

I have been busy with class, work,and life in general. My thoughts are on this life, God, and my walk with Him. I just finished homework so I am off to bed to read a book I bought at the second hand store today, " A Mary Spirit".I have asked the Holy Spirit to help me be more like Jesus, so as expected,the new book gives insight and revelation for me, about me and my ways:)Somedays my journey seems long and others well, somedays it does me good to remember that God is not finished with me yet, I am learning and growing in Him still:)

Mom's Pic

Finally found mom's pic I was looking for on Mother's day.

Yesterday

So, yesterday was Mother's day, the first mother's day without my mom, almost needless to say , but, it was just not a good day. I am reminded that I am alive and breathing and have much to be thankful for, yet I still missed my mother. Today is a new day, today God contnues to remind me of the blessings He so kindly gives, He wraps me in His loving arms and reminds me, how much He loves me.